Feeling old...

Recently, so many things have been going on. Probably the biggest piece has been Gabriel growing into a toddler from a baby. He is soooo active. I love that he is interested in so many new things. He can do so much now. The problem has been keeping up with this active little man. For the past two weeks or so, Gabe has been waking up at 6 AM, EVERY morning. Most of the time, he simply wants a bottle and some cuddle time before wanting to play, which is a nice ease into the morning. But, since my work has been scheduling my day/evening hours rotating every day. Getting off work at 11 at night, having to wake up by 6 with Gabe and be at work at 10 the next morning is really wearing me out. I KNOW millions of fulltime working mothers do this everyday, and somehow function. The questions I would like to know is....HOW? My body is just wearing out. Now, we are also moving in 3 weeks and our apt is in complete chaos, so this could be aiding in my exhaustion. I really think the job is the culprit. I need regular hours...why is it so much to ask? I can not work 3 evening shifts and 2 days shift a week, or vice versa. 2 weeks of evening and 2 weeks of days is FINE. Why does work do this to me? I'm so unhappy...I need a change...